Fixing My Marriage A story of me, fixing my marriage I'd like to preface my story, and my questions, by saying that I know what I have done is wrong, and I don't see a whole lot to benefit from listening to people tell me what is wrong with me, or what a loser I am. I am working desperately, and whole-heartedly, on repairing my life and the life of those that I love & care about. With that.... I have been married for 10 years. My wife and I have always been best friends, but since the early days of our marriage there have been issues in the bedroom that have not been dealt with. We have both buried our libidos for a long, long time, convincing ourselves that it was better to be together and not have sex then to be apart. About a year and a half ago, I hired a woman to work for my company. This woman is a single mother of two, having been divorced herself for about two years. She was broke, and desperate for a job. She was also smart, and I was convinced was qualified for the position. The attraction we felt towards one another was almost immediate. We spent many long nights at the office alone, working really hard and at the same time getting to know one another. It wasn't long before temptation turned into action, and we embarked upon an exciting, mysterious, adventurous journey of passion, romance, unbelievable sex, and feelings of true love.  . Through it all, we knew what we were doing was wrong. I told her from the beginning that I was a married man, and that if we could not keep this light & in perspective someone was definitely going to get hurt. I also I kept telling her that I wasn't happy in my marriage and that I would soon be leaving my wife.  In my heart of hearts I did not know whether or not I was telling her the truth, and I was stuck in this spiral of not knowing what I really wanted. At the same time, this woman grew completely dependent upon me financially. I've lived the most unbelievable, painful, guilt-ridden double life for the past year. Cheating on my wife with a woman who was growing more and more dependent on me and in love with me, and at the same time going home and playing nicey-nice house with my wife. I'm trying to keep this short instead of rambling on and on.... Things getting worse when I caught red handed came back home drunken with my lover's lipstick all over the shirt. You can guess how mad my wife was. The day after that, my wife went to her parents and stayed there one full week. I called and texted her, but no answer. I knew, this is the end of my marriage. I told this story to my best friend, Jason, who also had this kind of this situation a year ago, but now living happily with his wife. I asked him what to do, and how he did it last time. In no time, he referred me to a website, called save my marriage. He asked me to contact directly the owner of the websites, and I did it. A month later.......I feel very lucky and blessed that my wife and I were able to turn our marriage around like this. Thanks to save my marriage websites that it do fixing my marriage. I promised to myself, this is my last time that I  hurt my wife heart. PS. I don't advice people on their marriage, it's not I don't like you, but, you should seek an expert, in my case, I referred to save my marriage website for fixing my marriage. Once again, if you love your marriage, go fixing your marriage by visiting Save My Marriage Website CLICK HERE !!! Crossed my heart; Jack